I can't believe I started this blog 10 years ago. Most people don't know about this blog because all I did when I started was write about my breakup and my ex. Therefore, I kept it private and only gave the link to my bestie at that time to read. It had many personal revelations; things I was not ready to share to the world but still needed to vent it out on a written form.
I removed all my previous posts. The 1st one was on 2006 and the last one was on 2012. I stopped blogging for a few years even though I had many unfinished drafts saved to notepads on my laptop. I just seemed unable to elaborate more and felt that Facebook status posts were enough to share my thoughts/feelings. And I even stopped Facebook postings after my father passed away. Somehow reading other people's statuses which seems fake and bragging made me decide that no FB status is going to accurately reflect the devastation I felt or how lost I was after losing my father.
Now as my life takes a drastic turn I just feel like blogging again. I just want to share what I have been through and going through these couple of years and hope if someone reads this maybe my thoughts or feelings or secret resonates with them and maybe there is someone else who is experiencing the same things and this will be a good read for them. I don't know :) I don't even know if anyone would even read this blog. No matter, this is something I need right now in my life.
I just want to share my experiences and promise myself that I will make it through. I will make myself happy and content. I will do all I ever wanted in my life. I will build my strength and pursue all my dreams and desire. I will make good choices. And I will travel the world, make good friends, find love and settle down. I will live. I will soar. I will survive.
